If Only........

IF ONLY I WAS OLDER!!!!!!! :D

Okay, so on Facebook, the man that is currently running the orphanage, Robert, he was been talking about how he will most likely retire in the next year, and is looking for someone to take over! if only I was able to right now! I can feel God really working in my heart lately which sounds kind of crazy... BUT HE IS! AND I AM LOVING IT! :) My friend Tylar and I were talking about this and we both agreed that if we were not currently in highschool, we would both be over in Uganda. No, we do not know how we would get there, or what we would do when we got there, but all we know, is that God will do with us, what we are meant to do! People have asked me if we know what we are going to be doing when we get there..... the answer is "NO"...........how will you get there?...... I don't know!.............. well two white girls can't just get on a plane and go to Uganda all by themselves..... yeah we know................................... YES! I know that there are A Lot not knowing with this, but please, just TRUST GOD!! and trust us that we know that God is calling us to do this! I mean reall, God has done sooo much lately! Like, right now, who can really say that they are friends with someone on Facebook who LIVES in Uganda, and SERVES at the very orphanage that God has placed on YOUR heart to go to! I mean, just read that over and realize how CRAZY that is to think about! It literally blows my mind, what God is doing Tylar Reynold's I's lives right now!

If you are wondering, right now, we do not have plans of When we are going to Uganda! But why should us Humans make plans for our lives, when God is the one in control!?! Of corse I am SOOOO ready to leave my box, my comfort zone, my cozy life, my plans, and give God the reigns and take COMPLETE control of my dreams and life!

Right now, I am having to fully rely on God with Everything that I feel Him leading me to do! Whenever I mention that Tylar and I feel God calling us to missions, in Uganda, the look that we get just breaks my heart. How do you/would you feel, when/if someone tells you/ looks at you like you are just CRAZY and have NO idea what you are doing? You know, it breaks my heart into pieces! It is one of the worst feelings Ever! Because, you know what GOD is telling you to do, and He has told you not to listen to what the people of this world say about you, but it still hurts......it still gives you doubts about weither this is such a good idea or not. But then God comes in and tells you.." Daughter, Servant, of corse the world thinks that going to Uganda is a stupid, crazy idea, those people hate me and don't know me. So they will do what ever they can to bring you down... but you can not listen to what THEY say, because what they say, doesn't matter. If you serve and follow me and do what I command, then You will be rewarded and will have eternal life with Me in Heaven".............


God is so mighty and good. He has the power to take away my anguish and show me love and warmth in my darkest days. I am thankful for my relationship with Him, because it is at times like above, that He is ALWAYS there for me! And I love Him for that. ( and of corse for other things too;)

" Do not let the opinions of man interfere with the directions given to you by God. "
-Jarrid Wilson